Escape

Finish my "LOVE" composition

a lot of rubbish word, I think so..

listening Bruno Mars -- Liquor Store Blue

wonderful and drunk myself in this song

Sometime clearly enough know what I want

Sometime some situation let my mood down

When my mood down I will like to escape..

It this me? 

ESCAPE? 

A word never ever been in my mind before 

how do I?

Let's me Talking To The Moon.. 

Night... 

Big World, Little me..

有些事...

有些事

一百年

一千年

一万年

也不会改变

就很像我对你的爱

永远都不会变

明知道不可能

但还会勉强自己

即使失败了

痛还是自己承受

数不清的拒绝

但还是愿意

因为

心里还系挂着你的照片

你愿意回来帮我补回

我内心的那一片吗？

Moonwalk in life

These day I felt like walking at space

Moonwalk slowly at the moon surface

Confused mind

Where my direction?!

GONE?

But when I saw you, your picture and

chat with you all night long

I feel warm in my heart

Strange Feelings

I want told you that I'm Miss You

But how the way that I can say it to you?

Coffee could make me drunk at night

A cup of coffee, can make me relax at this tired world

So, I still need to keep it on

Fight for my future 

and 

Fight for YOU!

深夜思绪

看着你的眼睛

我的眼神流露出忏悔的泪水

挽回你却又害怕再一次在玩笑中被拒绝

思绪好混乱，好模糊；心情是这么的奇怪，不被自己理解

然而，用一些东西去掩饰她，遮掩她，埋没她，让自己好过些，不被约束

思念如潮水，心情如大海，思绪如树藤

想你却没胆，害怕的再一次深深的被你吸引着

放不了手去爱你，是一种自私的爱情

但自私的爱情，却不是人人都拥有

因为这种爱是花一辈子去等一个人

这种爱是信念不变的

你可以说伟大，你可以说愚蠢

所以说

爱情这东西总是说不清

没人对也没人错

These two week

So fast the holiday comes the ends!
Well, I feels good these day
I spend my time with
my book, my computer, my movie, my friends, and football too!
Otherwise, my status now are good!
Positive mind at all, no sad case, no emotion

FEELS GREAT !

HERE some picture share to your guys!

OMG! White Coffee give me a wonderful night!

Really nice performance from SMK YuHua!!

The fan block the nice view.. 

Guess I with who see this show? Yes! is MACHI! 

because he is only friend got free ticket! 

The second holiday week of first day back to school tuition

nice sky..

Hello World! 

Sitting beside Vivan and she give me see the Domo!! Cute isn't it? 

And then I and MACHI go cut hair 

But got take photograph with BeiYu is HIM only!!!

Not FAIR!!!

MACHI shine shine teeth!!

Haha!!

GOODBYE holiday!

HELLO school!

Confuse

Change my bloggie name about a day ago
and put a nice picture in front title
Picture are meaningful..

Late night typing my little story
I know these day my blog was boring to read
because holiday is BORING!
Sigh...
Really don't know how to do

Just confuse...

Drug

Games Drug

Music Drug

Book Drug

Football Drug

Movie Drug

Photograph Drug

Travel Drug

Sleep Drug

BUT now I need LOVE DRUG..

Accepting from Reality and Dreams

These day, I meet some person at the movie and learn something from them

A person who's say 

"what a man can do, or what a man can't do"
you can believe the truth is like a dream
or come back to reality and face it yourself


Accept a cruel truth from itself from a short time
is hard then and thing in this world


Person who mental were strong accept it quick
Person who mental were weak just need some time to dilution it




Another person also say
"To live as a monster or to die as a good man"
when you can't accept the truth 
confused and anesthesia itself in life


When time been long
One day, you have no idea who'r you
because you start to lose yourself


Sometime you must let go something
to release yourself and get a better life
When you hold on tie, the person most hurt truly is you


Finally,

Accepting a Truth

just like walking around at 

Reality and Dreams 

Comes back, lives a day better than a day

Depressed, lives as hell as a day

To: Any person who still can't free him/her mind 

Friend & Friend

太久了
太久没写东西了
给点新鲜的

考试？

算了！

我就当这次是一个教训！

教训我自己

什么时候该做什么

成绩？

我“勉强”可以接受

之后假期到了

假期最闷的是

没人找你哈啦！

没事情做

不过这是我18年以来

第一次有准备的假期！

我花了RM80++在书展买书

就是为了这个假期！

假期做书虫！

半年来

MACHI & Y.R都对我很好

闷的时候会陪我吹水的朋友（开心！）

至于WEIYANG呢...

与他对话时

时常气不死我

但他还是很幽默啦！

KAIRUI

呵呵！

你啊！

Patten 了了

一时对我很好，

一时气我狗狗！

讲来讲去

相信你也不喜欢婆婆妈妈的我

大家心照吧！

YEETOONG

你也是很多Patten的

一时要我帮忙就对我很好

一时要找你讲话就不理不睬

哈哈

不过有时也与你有一个很快乐下课

CHAILIN

你啊！

要借东西又不敢问我

想问我却又叫雨彤问

你放心！

我不会吃人的！

有什么事情，有什么要借

开口就好了

ALEX

不懂最近做么

我越来越不认识你

甚至变得陌生人一样

你的改变实在太大了

对别人，你可以开玩笑，不小气，时常烦人家

对我，你却相反

现在，我觉的想和你下课一起吃个饭都难！（伤心...）

SHIHUI & YUTONG

谢谢你们啊！

在我寂寞的时候出现了！

我真的很荣幸可以和你们一起下课吃饭

ZHIRONG

差点忘了你！

你借我很多东西！

也激发我体内蕴藏已久的幽默细胞！

哈哈！

谢谢你啊！

MICKEY (GOH)

你啊！

酱多复杂的关系！

试试单身一个人！

清静清静下

感觉很不错的！

也要谢谢你在我需要意见的时候

给了很多很好的意见

WEIHAO

我们的对话总是很认真下

找一次我们谈谈别的

哈哈！

EMILY

呵呵！

等你UPDATE等到我傻了！

这次你去玩回来一定要更新博客啊！

XCHI

其实

你的POST多不错啦！

我会继续LIKE你的POST！

哈哈！

就写到这里啦！

谢谢你们这半年的关照！

下半年我们继续加油吧！

I'm tired

I'm tired 

tired to myself

tired force myself smile every embarrassed time

tired to pretend a good person in front the person I hated

I'm tired

Take a rest