Sunday, October 09, 2022

Miles

Challenges for 1 song blog
Miles

A new job
A new calling
I hope

Not much a leader most of my life
At least the past few years made me be
And I am thankful (R.Y.)

The song is close to the end
But my mind still constructing the sentences

Cyberpunk 2077: Edgerunner is an epic series
That made me made write a blog
At least

But I doubt
At this point
Anyone will revisit this blog anymore

A dead blog anyway

5.40AM now
Why am I still here?
Just to prove I'm still young to stay up all night?

Nah
Raining outside
With headphone
Hear nothing but the song Let You Down

FUNNY
There was a time
I do believe, what you said
But same as always
When I need you
You're not there
Not even try

Then I realize 
All this time
ALL THIS TIME
Just
Nothing but mirage

But now
It really doesn't matter

I glad
We didn't 
Or I didn't 
Fate or not
I'm glad we really didn't 
And I still wish
You found happiness

It's okay
I tried to succeed the dream you wanted
But
The choice is not on me but on you

Maybe this might be the last time
I refer to you as you
Maybe
After a few recent chat
There is no more us or you anymore
One reluctant help
I just knew
It just still you you
To me

And that just plainly put it
We're always miles distance
And I don't blame

It just clarifies everything
Let's bury deep
And I hope
I never dig it up again