Sunday, October 18, 2020

Too much recent update to update

Hey

You

Yes

Is you

Don't turn away yet

Seem like 4 of June I update once

Sorry too much of myself?


Recently I discover

The inevitable

Wake

Work

Eat

Sleep

If I want, drunk maybe

But I don't like the drunk version of myself

But again

I enjoy it


At this hour

I should sleeping

But with alcohol

I was wide awake

Look at my top right 

A Window

It might tell me

If Sun is coming up


I'm alright if you ask me

I should sleep

But sometime

Thought

Purpose

Issue and solution 

Prevented my sleeping


Sometimes

I can sleep like Hypnos

Maybe too much of Hades (A game consist Greek mythology I recently get addicted about)


But anyway

I should sleep


If so, why you update the blog?

Maybe I just like to write stuff that I didn't show in front of people

Even my closest friend or family


Maybe when drunk it really can show myself

But until then

I keep all this to myself


Goodnight world.


Thursday, June 04, 2020

停留

4年前
似乎大家的博客最后更新
都停留在4年前
而自己接近2年没写了
说好“封”博客呢?

但还是爱写
还是回到了这里

这些年

说不出的蜕变
说不出的感慨
说不出的当下

回想2012年
那是8年前
刚中学毕业的自己
依然爱写博客
舒坦自己的情感

因为在这里
才能真正的释放自己的情绪
奔放自己

为什么将近2年没写
因为
找到了自己的情感磁铁
真心感谢博客那些年的感情抒发

然而我依然心系这博客
好吧
以后
至少一年更新一次吧
虽然没人读

至少是自己的心历

问自己

生活与理想
接近了吗?
不然但需加倍努力

美好?
瞳景

幸福?
依然

成长?
每天