Reading back to my previous post
I smile
Smile because I knew
What I said 3 months ago, is an insanity check
Thanks to my previous self
I'm still on the same course, to be better
Recent
A better friend, that I never thought of
Blessed, and I grateful
I guess I try to make up those missed time
As I should be
I was emotional once, that can't change
I hope, I'm better now
And I felt that rational thinking I need it from years ago
Funny
The most rational-thinking friend I have
Recently doing a lot of irrational decisions as I was years ago
I smirk
But I help anyway
Because I know how that darkness will look like if I let it be
I don't want another person to go into the abyss, that I went through years ago
But really up to him
And I hope he found happiness
Just because he is one of my best friend
The friend that I need when the moment of time
2AM
Father hasn't slept, he missed mom
Not because I guess, but because of his act
I'm powerless, to help him
The only way I can help him
Is to make sure, every damn time
He is feeling good and better
I couldn't imagine what he going through and I hope he found his way
Last drink for me, close to drunk for my body system
Closing here now and then
I wish and hope
Is a good year for me
If you reading this
Happy new year to you too
Wish you a great year ahead
