真

继续欺骗自己
继续欺骗
继续

明明知道是个谎言
明明知道
明明

还是要选择相信
还是要选择
还是要

怎么样才能证明不是个谎言
怎样才能证明
怎样才能
怎样

或许不需要去证明
是个事实还是个谎言
因为你太认真了去相信
到最后受伤了没人会关心

你太认真了
你太天真了
被遗忘了太久
真实的感觉才能让你安慰
但同时会让你感觉到真的痛

Just

Just.. to be straight to me
Just.. to be honest to me
Just.. tell me when you don't need me
Just.. tell me when you busy of something
Just.. don't let me wait there like a stupid
Just.. don't leave me alone when I need you
Just.. don't leave without a word
Just.. give me a reason

Today, I thought I have a date with you
Today, I wait until now still haven't any sound of you
Today, I bring hope when wake, hope our date still on
but I think too much
but I think too much
but I think too much

Just food around with me and tell me

Just EAT

对不起，玩不起

对不起，身体

我是那么的不爱惜你

为了功课，我牺牲了你

将来我一定好好的补偿你

对不起，心脏

我是那么的不爱惜你

为了爱情，我牺牲了你

要怎么去补偿你

我还真的不知道

对不起，脑袋

我是那么的不爱惜你

为了思考，我牺牲了你

用你我从来没想过

没让你休息，是我的过错

感情

原来玩不起的是我

在乎的是我

假的来得太真

真的却不相信

明知道，前方没路

就是硬要走

可能这是性格的关系

低调

卑微

不在意

独自

伤心

却坚持

感情

原来

玩不起

继续

下去

懂抽离

Random Life Hold On

End of the March
Start from the April Fool

End of the day
Start from the breaking dawn

Ending gave people felt sad, moody, hopeless
Starting gave people felt new, fresh, beginning
Also
Maybe
Ending gave you feel freedom
Starting gave you feel fear

How about love?
Learn about loving somebody that you not use to think about he/she
Random things comes what are you gonna to hold?
Hold what you can hold now
be treasure to who love you, care about you
because you never know tomorrow what will happen to you
that's the point and reason how the way you learn to love somebody

Long time no blogging
to me
is good
why?
because now I feels fantastic of my life
hate, emo, think too much all gone
Now my target is to build my basic to the IT specialist path
Then I will build an AI to help me
Later build in a house with AI
Something like you watch IRON MAN got an AI computer call Jarvis

I'll try my best to do it
but now focus on my basic

Ask me fall in love with somebody?
Ya
I feel I already fall in love with you

May
I
Kiss
On

Jow
Oath
And
Necklace

Random writing name.. :P