Saturday, November 20, 2021

Fear

I never understood the actual fear
Until
Someone close to you 
Left
Without a sign
I guess
I'm too afraid to face it

It's been 
Two months
Since mom left
23 September
Date I couldn't forget

Father been grieving in his own way

Brother tried stepping up his game 

Sister same old same but I just hope
She will better than me, future

It's not easy for the pass few months

I been trying to be strong
Keep it together
Mentally prepare for anything

But

It's not enough

Some day I just told myself
Or worst lie to myself
That everything going be alright
Which not

I'm over stress
For everything

Mom
I just hope
Your afterlife
Got a better family

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