Thursday, March 03, 2022

Some new years

Sometime
Life just hits you
and they dare to say 
lightning never strikes twice

Just after two months
My other half mom
Left the world

The feelings of losing someone
It just hit again

Then 
We fell into a mess

We're all in a mess

We grasp so hard but it slips through so easily

I'm so mentally drained and tired
I told myself maybe all this
All this is a test
You know eventually
someone close to you'll leave
But you chose to ignore
because you know that not going to happen at the moment
Until
It happens

Then my love and I
We hit the lowest point of our life
I guess
We didn't properly manage our communication 
There comes our biggest argument since we knew each other

I guess
I always tried to avoid any conflict
or anything things that I'm really not confident of

But this had to change
and I trying

Hope the next update will be a fruitful and joyful ones
See ya

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