Monday, August 29, 2016

那英 默

忍不住化身一条固执的鱼
逆着洋流独自游到底
年少时候虔诚发过的誓
沉默地沉没在深海里
重温几次
结局还是 失去你

我被爱判处终身孤寂
不还手 不放手
笔下画不完的圆
心间填不满的缘
是你
为何爱判处众生孤寂
挣不脱 逃不过
眉头解不开的结
命中解不开的劫
是你
啊 失去你
啊 我失去你


我不是不想去做些什么
而是
你有你的自由,你的选择
我只是给意见,让你决定
在这里面
错的是我们只有做朋友的缘分
我很早就接受了这个结果
只是想不到
结局会是这样

Monday, August 22, 2016

You tell me

What happened?
Maybe this is the end?
I don't know.
You tell me.

What really happened exactly?
It is the apology not sincere enough?
Or the apology from me doesn't have value anymore?
I don't know.
You tell me.

I should apology on everything,
everything I done for you.
Because it never ends well,
never make you happy.
If it doesn't, I don't know.
You tell me.

I don't like assume anything anymore.
If you don't like it, I say no more;
If I don't like it, I will say I don't like it.
If I don't know,
I need you tell me.

I assume for the first time,
we actually last our friendship long enough survive a year.
Keep contact, for each others, hangout every weekends (if possible) and do something we both happy together.
And then I never felt afraid of losing you again, for the first time.

I trying to fix the printer,
I pull the ink out with no second thought,
next,
you rip my heart out with no second thought.

People you loved,
you may forgive, but not forgot,
even though the people may treat you bad.
People you loved,
they hurt you, but you tried to change them,
because you still think they will become better.


So, please tell me what I really want to know,
Do I ever hurt you, like the way they hurt you?


Like I promised you,
when I want to talk,
talk to you ONLY.
But seem, when I shared my thought,
you acted speechless.
I wonder did I said something wrong or right.

After all we been through,
YOU been through.
I don't want to become your anything,
I just want to be your side every time you need me.
As a person you always hope me become for you.
As a true friend of yours.


You like water
Powerful enough to drown me
Soft enough to cleanse me
Deep enough to save me