You tell me

What happened?
Maybe this is the end?
I don't know.
You tell me.

What really happened exactly?
It is the apology not sincere enough?
Or the apology from me doesn't have value anymore?
I don't know.
You tell me.

I should apology on everything,
everything I done for you.
Because it never ends well,
never make you happy.
If it doesn't, I don't know.
You tell me.

I don't like assume anything anymore.
If you don't like it, I say no more;
If I don't like it, I will say I don't like it.
If I don't know,
I need you tell me.

I assume for the first time,
we actually last our friendship long enough survive a year.
Keep contact, for each others, hangout every weekends (if possible) and do something we both happy together.
And then I never felt afraid of losing you again, for the first time.

I trying to fix the printer,
I pull the ink out with no second thought,
next,
you rip my heart out with no second thought.

People you loved,
you may forgive, but not forgot,
even though the people may treat you bad.
People you loved,
they hurt you, but you tried to change them,
because you still think they will become better.


So, please tell me what I really want to know,
Do I ever hurt you, like the way they hurt you?


Like I promised you,
when I want to talk,
talk to you ONLY.
But seem, when I shared my thought,
you acted speechless.
I wonder did I said something wrong or right.

After all we been through,
YOU been through.
I don't want to become your anything,
I just want to be your side every time you need me.
As a person you always hope me become for you.
As a true friend of yours.

You like water

Powerful enough to drown me

Soft enough to cleanse me

Deep enough to save me