Miles

Challenges for 1 song blog

Miles

A new job

A new calling

I hope

Not much a leader most of my life

At least the past few years made me be

And I am thankful (R.Y.)

The song is close to the end

But my mind still constructing the sentences

Cyberpunk 2077: Edgerunner is an epic series

That made me made write a blog

At least

But I doubt

At this point

Anyone will revisit this blog anymore

A dead blog anyway

5.40AM now

Why am I still here?

Just to prove I'm still young to stay up all night?

Nah

Raining outside

With headphone

Hear nothing but the song Let You Down

FUNNY

There was a time

I do believe, what you said

But same as always

When I need you

You're not there

Not even try

Then I realize 

All this time

ALL THIS TIME

Just

Nothing but mirage

But now

It really doesn't matter

I glad

We didn't 

Or I didn't 

Fate or not

I'm glad we really didn't 

And I still wish

You found happiness

It's okay

I tried to succeed the dream you wanted

But

The choice is not on me but on you

Maybe this might be the last time

I refer to you as you

Maybe

After a few recent chat

There is no more us or you anymore

One reluctant help

I just knew

It just still you you

To me

And that just plainly put it

We're always miles distance

And I don't blame

It just clarifies everything

Let's bury deep

And I hope

I never dig it up again

Some new years

Sometime

Life just hits you

and they dare to say 

lightning never strikes twice

Just after two months

My other half mom

Left the world

The feelings of losing someone

It just hit again

Then 

We fell into a mess

We're all in a mess

We grasp so hard but it slips through so easily

I'm so mentally drained and tired

I told myself maybe all this

All this is a test

You know eventually

someone close to you'll leave

But you chose to ignore

because you know that not going to happen at the moment

Until

It happens

Then my love and I

We hit the lowest point of our life

I guess

We didn't properly manage our communication 

There comes our biggest argument since we knew each other

I guess

I always tried to avoid any conflict

or anything things that I'm really not confident of

But this had to change

and I trying

Hope the next update will be a fruitful and joyful ones

See ya