Life just hits you
and they dare to say
lightning never strikes twice
Just after two months
My other half mom
Left the world
The feelings of losing someone
It just hit again
Then
We fell into a mess
We're all in a mess
We grasp so hard but it slips through so easily
I'm so mentally drained and tired
I told myself maybe all this
All this is a test
You know eventually
someone close to you'll leave
But you chose to ignore
because you know that not going to happen at the moment
Until
It happens
Then my love and I
We hit the lowest point of our life
I guess
We didn't properly manage our communication
There comes our biggest argument since we knew each other
I guess
I always tried to avoid any conflict
or anything things that I'm really not confident of
But this had to change
and I trying
Hope the next update will be a fruitful and joyful ones
See ya
