Am I alone?

Tired all the day
Still got training and some match on this week
and my leg are getting more scar
Pain and ugly for my beautiful leg

Where are my classmate?
Am I alone?
I have asking myself 100++ times
And the answer keep telling me I'm alone!

My classmate are getting away from me
Because of my silence all the time?
Ok
I have no idea what going on to me
but I must say

I'm not an autistic person!!!