Monday, February 17, 2014

Fix the heart.

I close my eyes sometimes during the train was moving. Feel the sunlight on my face. Warm. Listen only one song all the way to the destination. Let the mind flow away from my brain. Think of the drama will be happen in my real life, but it didn't, because I'm writing my drama, not others.

Yesterday have a nightmare, I shout and wake. I think I just kinda carry too much in to the dream and become pressure. The moment I didn't afraid anythings suddenly become my fear. We always have own ways to overcome those fear.

When you feel like you have nothing to lose anymore, fear will find you, because all the things you holding on will become ashes. You know that when the particular moment, any important things will become tiny. So, you just can do what you can do, dealt it with your courage, use your power of will, find the motivation of moving on.

You ask for an accident, god may not give you because god knows you deserve to suffer for it of what you have taken. The time when I kiss your cheek, I thought you already there. But you didn't even there a single time. I was like a fool waiting outside the line for you. I'm not saying like you must to do what for me or whatever like I did it for you. But at lease think about have you do something for me like I did?

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Coldplay - Fix You

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Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I'll set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start.

Coldplay - The Scientist

The day I always spend with you, I very appreciate. Even at last we not together at lease we are still friend. Those word are hide too long bottom on my heart, sometimes I will hurt you, because I think I have the right to hurt and you deserves it, because truth always having disappointed, cruel, and real word from a people bottom heart. If you can't accept it, then the answers were clear enough for us what relationship we should retain on and the day you come out from the shade are still far away on road.

It's hard letting go
I'm finally at peace but it feels wrong
Slow I'm getting up
My hands and feet are weaker than before

[Bridge]
And you are folded on the bed where I rest my head
There's nothing I can see, darkness becomes me

[Chorus]
But I'm already there, I'm already there
Wherever there is you, I will be there too

There's nothing that I'd take back
But it's hard to say there's nothing I regret
Cause when I sing, you shout
I breathe out loud
You bleed, we crawl like animals
But when it's over, I'm still awake

[Bridge]
A thousand silhouettes dancing on my chest
No matter where I sleep, you are haunting me

[Chorus]
But I'm already there, I'm already there
Wherever there is you, I will be there too
But I'm already there, I'm already there
Wherever there is you, I will be there too

Of Monsters And Men - Silhouettes

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