Friday, February 06, 2015

Perk of Being Wallflower.

The woman I loved, she doesn't love me like I loved her.
The woman I loved, she never remember my birthday like I remembered hers.
The woman I loved, she never notice what I did for her.
The woman I loved, she flirt with someone else while I waiting her reply.
The woman I loved, she doesn't love me, but I protected her, and betray my friends.
The woman I loved, she let off all the anger to me and I always stay cool.
The woman I loved, she doesn't did a single thing to me, but I love her anyway.
The woman I loved, she ask for help, and I never know how to reject.
The woman I loved, she cry for desperate, I might be the last one she ever know to find.
The woman I loved, she know a lot, experience a lot, so better than me.
The woman I loved, she always afraid to make choice, even choosing a relationship.
The woman I loved, she is complicated, and I'm too simple for her.
The woman I loved, she love those always can accompany her, but I'm not.
The woman I loved, she love those people who can create a lot of memory with her, but I'm not.
The woman I loved, she always compliment people who treat her good.
The woman I loved, she always can find someone else until no one but me.
The woman I loved, she took my heart, no intention crush into pieces, but already shattered.
The woman I loved, she never know in middle of the night, I cried alone and fell asleep.
The woman I loved, she thinks I'm not gentle, but I'm trying my best.
The woman I loved, she don't accept my gentle offer, but I try my best anyway.
The woman I loved, she point out a lot of stupidness of me, but I love her anyway.
The woman I loved, she will never love me, in romantic way.
Neither God nor attraction law will help, it just because some bond meant to be "Just Friend", "Friend Till Die", "Best Friend Froever", "Friendzone".
That relationship grey zone, you never know what happen next.

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