new story for me

hm...
forget last time when I wrote blog in English
about this time just do some update and some summery
about last week I was met a girl
a girl who gave me strange feel
feel like a would get back in to love

haiz...
but i can't sure my feeling is right
or I just desire falling in to love again... zZz

and hard to believe that
she is my mother that side relative
ARH!!!
how can I do like this!!!
I'm CRAZY???

come on
when last time I be disappointed in love affair
I told myself do not fall in love again until I'm over 20
but...

to find my life companion
I always be vigilant myself not falling in love many time
and I think should wait...
not this time...
this time not my time...
JinQuan
please...
forget it...